Rasa Itu.....

The feelings...it really hurts me..

I thought it will be better as the time passed by

I never thought it'll get this worst....

try not think about it, get myself busy all the time...

but I still couldn't get rid of it....

and now the tears keeps running out everywhere....in the room, in the lab, in the house.....everywhere.......

It hurts me soo much...and the pain is like killing me....

Need to talk to someone....mummy.......

Dear God, please help me....I feel sooo hopeless right now...